Released

I escaped. I quit and they let me go with grace and understanding. I can feel my body loosening. My mind returning. I never wanted that opportunity but I was tempted by the money. The price was too high.

Lesson learned. I will listen to my instincts in future. I will listen to my heart.

Someone I love is dying. Soon. Life is short. There is infinite possibility for love, joy, friendship, community, art. This is where I must dwell. For this brief and beautiful time on this earth.

Thanks for all your caring comments and support in this decision. For sharing your own experiences and feelings. Please listen to your heart. Find joy. Avoid dread and going against what you know in your heart is right for you. Don't override that voice . Find a way to live that is right for you, that lifts you up and doesn't kill you a little more each day.

Live and love. Be good to yourself and others. That's all there is.